life lessons

Every person should have someone that they can turn to if they need help or someone to talk to. Some people are only blessed with one while some are blessed with more than one. In my case I have been blessed with more than I knew about. During my recent struggles I was opened up to two more people that God blessed me with. My uncle buddy and aunt Janet. My aunt is my fathers sister. But I decided that I was going to run away but while doing so I did not know where I was going to go. So I called my aunt Janet to see if I could go to her house. And of course I did not expect to be able to just go over and them to not ask what was wrong. But what I did not expect was for them to care so much about me for them to get my dad to agree to let me stay the night their and them for him to come over the next day and sit down all four of us and to work through it and try to fix things up. Because they did not want to see that happen to my father or me. I was blessed with a very wise uncle. He was the one who really helped us get through the night and to figure out what to do with some help from my aunt of course her motherly knowledge was also a great help. He has helped my father out before when my parents where splitting up. And now he has become the person I turn to if I ever need any advice. He knows what to tell me and what I need to do. He does not worry about if it will upset me because he knows that it is good for me to hear it, and that it will really work and fix the problem. He really helps me with the little things all the time but when it comes to the big things he save my life. He has done so much for me that is it hard to say how grateful I am to have him in my life. But never the less. We all need that person in our life that we can turn to whether it be a friends co-worker, neighbor, family member, or a professional.

worst day ever

so yesterday had to be the worst day of my life. I wake up after not being able to sleep because of a guy who would not leave me alone. He kept texting me all night trying to get me to hook up with him. And I just meet this guy, dont realy know him. He had just said that he was ending his relationship with his wife so he sent me a text asking me if I would have sex with him and stuff. I kept telling him I was not interested in him like that. And that I was not single and I would never cheat on my boyfriend. But that did not stop him, he kept at it all night long till I told him to stop and that I was going to bed. But never the less he when the next morning comes he keeps texting me. He finally stoped after realizing that I would not hook up with him. But when I woke up that morning I was not able to hear out of my right ear very well everything was very muffeled and their was a constant ringing in my ear. I did not think much about it at firt so i got in the shower to see if that would help. Nope nothing still the same. So I said ill give it a little while. After going three out of my four class and it not getting better I texted my dad to tell him this. He told me to leave class and go to the nurses office and see if she could do or give any suggestions on what to do. So never the less I ended up having to go to the doctors and miss my last class altogether. And at the end of the day I was suppose to go back to my first period teacher and turn somthing in to her but was unable to do so. So I had to email it to her and hope that she would understand and except it. Well she did and I think GOD for that one! But when I get home with my dad after emailing her the paper I had to walk to my aunts to check on her doags which I do every day but normally ride the bus to her house to do so. Well when I left her house and went back home my mother called and wanted me to call her back. So I did and while talking to her I heard my dad yelling at someone that he was on the phone with. After I was done talking to my mother and he was not talking to anyone anymore I knocked on his door and asked him what he wanted to eat for dinner. He said that he would make us a grilled chicken salad. So few minutes later he came out and I was playing my guitar and he started to tell me that I needed to play like this actor did in a movie. He proceeded to put the movie on then started yelling at me to play how he was right now. So I told him I dont know how to play like that. So I started to walk to my room to out it away and he ran after me. Next thing I knew he was grabing my hand and would not let go. So I started to yell at him let me go, and the kicked his hand and yelled what are you doing. Then he started to yell at me again then walked away still yelling slaming his bathroom door then his bed room door as well. After that I walked out side and sat down to think. It was pretty cold out side so I got a little cold. But I did not want to go back in that house. So I started to run away and while doing so asked my self where am I going to go so I called my aunt to see if she was home(which she was)so I asked her If I could come and stay there for the night. She said yes and that she would meet me since I was already walking to her home at 8 o'clock at night in the dark wearing all black. So she came and got me and around 10:30 my uncle decides to call my dad and ask him if it was okay that I spend the night over there. My dad never even realized that I was gone for two hours he did not know that his only daughter staying with him was missing. When my uncle told me that it really crushed me. It showed me how much he really pays attention to me and how he cares about me to not even notice that I had runaway from his house. So my uncle talked to him for a while and got my dad to agree to come to there house the next night and sit down me my dad, my uncle, and my aunt and we all talk. So I am finally going to be able to talk to him and know that he is actually listening to me and that I will get some honest answers from him. Instead of him just not telling me or lying to me.